sedih amaa kecewa soalnya NS nyang aqo ikutin kemaren aqo gg lulus, kurang 19 (katanya) dari batas kelulusan.
nah sekarang sama sensei disuruh ikud lagi, rasanya takut dan berat, takut ngecewain sensei ato nurul-chan nyang uda percaya sama aqo.
ketakutannya itu jelas, seperti mencengkeram atashi no kokoro. kegelisahannya juga jelas, klo mikirin ini aqo langsung trembling ama sesak nafas, hiperbola?, you won't believe it, but it's true happen to me.
ini menjadi semacam trauma buwat aqo, aqo takut menghadapi sesuatu karena terkadang hasilnya sudah bisa aqo tebak.
meskipun uda aqo coba buwat berpikir positive dan gg stress, tapi aqonya jadi confuse, aqo mao aqo jadi orang yang berbeda dari orang lain, aqo mao aqo tau potensi diri aqo ini. tapi aqo takut, setakut aqo pada ruang sempit.
tapi di lain sisi, aqo mao maju, aqo mau coba ikud lagi, aqo mau buad orang lain bahagia, aqo mau bbuad aqo bangga pada diri aqo ini, aqo mau terus bermimpi, aqo mau merangkai mimpi-mimpi ini.
aqo ingin buktikan bahwa Kegagalan adalah Keberhasilan yang Tertunda, aqo mao jadi pribadi yang baru.
tapi aqo belum berani keluar dari ketakutan ini, belum berani menghadapi kenyataan. lalu what should I do ??.
disaat seperti ini aqo kembali mundur ... ke pojok atashi no kokoro mencari celah ke Neverland kembali lari dari kenyataan. |･ω･｀)ｺｯｼｮﾘ
xxxChuu original by ra~ccon.
PS : ima kokoro ni ame ga futte imasu. 雨
Winner VS Looser
BalasHapusThe Winner says,”It may be difficult but it is possible”
The Loser says ,”It may be possible but it is too difficult”
When a Winner make a mistake, he says ,”I was wrong”
When a Loser make a mistake, he says ,”It wasn’t my fault”
The Winner is always part of the answer
The Loser is always part of the problem
Winner chooses what they say
Loser say what they chooses
The Winner sees an answer for every problem
The Loser sees a problem for every answer
Winner sees the gain
Loser sees the pain
The Winner says ,”Let me do it for you”
The Loser says ,”That’s not my job”
Winners believe in win win
Loser believe win for them and someone has to lose
A winner makes commitments
A Loser makes promises
Winner sees the potential
Loser sees the past
Winner makes it happen
Loser wait it happen
A winner creates vision
A Loser creates imagination
A winner says “I am doing it”
A Loser says “I’ll do it”
Which are you ?