suddenly feeling so blue ...
suddenly wanna cry aloud ...
suddenly feeling like broken heart when I see my best friend kissing her boyfriend
suddenly feeling that I'm not useful because can't keep my friend in the right way *I mean kissing boy isn't allowed right until the vow of marriage be spoken*
suddenly feeling not give any good for other.
suddenly memory flood my brain,
suddenly my heart in pain,
suddenly feeling I lost my way,
suddenly I can't breathe,
suddenly I cursed the way the world rule,
suddenly I hate globalization,
suddenly I want to go to mosque,
suddenly I wanna go home.
xxxChuu original by ra~ccon.
PS : as usual ... I'm confuse with the meaning of the title, whatever, that's the first sentence which crossed my mind.